Day 16

I'm not okay. Everyday I'm exposed to terrorism because of the news and it feels like the end of the world. Everyone surrounding me is demonic. Mark is draining me because he demands my attention all day so I have to cut him off. Life seems pointless, I have no interest in my studies because I have to fight patriarchy and am ready to die for that. Why would I care about studying when I'm willing to throw my life away? I'm just listening to hypnosis and crying. I haven't studied since the election result in November and the exams are next month. 

Update 8pm. I cut my toe with a foot file in the shower and it's still bleeding hours later. Playing DBD and someone said they have a crush on me and went out of their way to save me. Idk if it was a troll or if they thought I was someone they know.