Day 21

Yesterday I did my skincare, house chores and listened to hypnosis, that's all. Today I got a tooth filling, thought I would have a heart attack from the adrenaline shot but noticed when I went to the promenade after that my vision was crystal clear, so I wondered if adrenaline was a factor. It was a rainy day so I went home quickly, and got drunk, finished watching Holland and annoyed Li with my rambling so now I am anxious she will unfriend me. I am not okay. Too drunk now, hope I fall asleep, but if not I hope to listen to enough hypnosis. Waiting on another feminist book to arrive called Eve's Herbs. I suspect my dentist has a crush on me. They ask about your plans and I didn't give him any details. I am not okay.