I'm stressed and frustrated and don't see a way out. It will only get worse. 

I'm trying to study hacking right now but am too emotional because I'm in hell. I'm going to snap soon. I don't know why everyone is a scumbag to me. I need to self-harm now.

I'm being stalked and feel like I'm going to be murdered by some incel by no fault of my own. I will continue to stand up for myself and that will enrage them further. I'm being stalked.